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[Aug. 8th, 2007|09:29 am] |
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i have such a great life =] |
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[Jul. 25th, 2007|06:30 pm] |
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| | Maylene- Tough as John Jacobs | ] |
I got the job niggas!!!! =] |
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| Picking up the pieces? |
[Jul. 16th, 2007|05:45 pm] |
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| | Linkin Park- What I've Done | ] |
Things have been really good lately.
Saturday was the last big bash at Marc B's. That was good.
I got my permit and I've been taking driving lessons.
I've got my 5 hour this Wednesday.
Today I applied at Pac Sun and got an interview this Friday. Also got my ears pierced again, so now I have 2 holes on the left and 3 on the right.
Not bad at all. |
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[Jul. 11th, 2007|11:58 am] |
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| | Darkest Hour- With a thousand words to say but one | ] |
You ever have one of those headaches that just doesn't go away??? |
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[Jul. 9th, 2007|09:44 am] |
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| | Blue October- hate me | ] |
I guess growing up means you leave people behind.
Why is it that no one sticks around anymore? |
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| still writing in here |
[Jun. 21st, 2007|05:19 pm] |
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| | Fear Before- High as a Horse | ] |
My ears are pierced now. Thank you Corie Busse!! =]
My parents don't know though, at least not yet. I've been trying to hint to my mom and find an easy way to tell her...but, that really hasn't been working. Anyway, I plan on gauging down to at least a 10 eventually. Maybe even an 8... I mean it's big, but it's not really that big. I don't know, my mom is probably gonna kill me if she ever finds out that they were pierced with a safety pin. Oh well. I'm keeping them in.
I'm going to the Commons in a few days to pick up applications from Levi's and a couple other stores. Hopefully I'll get a job there, we'll see how it goes.
Anyway, I've also been working on my mom to let me go get a tattoo. My dad is totally for it as long as I can find a place. I think they'll go for it so long as it's sanitary. They're just real afraid of it getting infected...same goes for the piercings.
It's weird because I've gone semi-vegetarian. I know, it seems like I'm just diving straight down the path of "scene", but none of that was intended. Shit just happened to happen all around the same time. Anyway, I like who I am so none of that shit matters. I'm doing what makes me happy with me. |
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| expansion |
[May. 8th, 2007|09:11 pm] |
today was madd good once I got out of school... I spent the day at Brittney's with Pat & a bunch of other awesome kids. Earl couldn't come, but I had a real good time.
=] |
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| trigger happy |
[Apr. 30th, 2007|05:42 pm] |
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| | I am the avalanche- My second restraining order | ] |
Hell, I don't know. |
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| whoa |
[Apr. 25th, 2007|10:34 pm] |
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| | The Human Abstract- Polaris | ] |
....possibly a big mistake |
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| awkward |
[Apr. 17th, 2007|10:06 pm] |
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| | Doomriders-Black Thunder | ] |
It's weird when someone tells you that they love you but you don't feel the same way.
It's really weird actually...
It's weird to be told that you've broken someone's heart;
It's just weird.
And even after all that, it's weird when they still want to see you.
Really, really weird. |
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| why change what works? |
[Apr. 15th, 2007|09:04 pm] |
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| | Botch- Afgamistam | ] |
Today was substance free for me.
It sucked, but I did it.
I can't wait til tomorrow when I don't have any stupid promises to live up to.
I plan on taking some big steps forward, school wise that is.
I am grabbing my life by the reins.
Tomorrow I will go to my expand teacher & tell her how much I hate my project; how none of the hours I've penciled in have meant anything to me... that all the project has done was waste my time. (I don't think I'll say anything about not having done any work for the past few months). We'll see how it goes. Sounds like a baby step, I know. But really, the only person it matters to is me, and, it's big for me.
I'm going to start finishing all these books I've started. I finished Survivor today and was very satisfied. It was the first book I've actually enjoyed reading for a long time. For one reason or another, finishing books always gives me a sense of accomplishment...makes me feel like I've done something worth something. Anyway, I'm going to start getting books that I actually want to look at... not the Victorian era shit they force feed you in school. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2007|02:52 pm] |
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| | Hopesfall- Breathe from Coma | ] |
I made rhythm & rhyme |
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| 12 hours comatose |
[Apr. 12th, 2007|04:22 pm] |
The when, the who, the why, and the how do not matter anymore.
What I hear, and what I don't hear are one in the same...
and I don't care a lick for any of it |
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| there is beer I could be drinking! |
[Apr. 6th, 2007|01:22 pm] |
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| | August Burns Red- Speech Impediment | ] |
Essential Tremors foundation keeps sending me pamphlets and brochures.
me & my dad were reading some of them, and I kept laughing every time I read
"Fighting E.T. can be a challenging ordeal for an individual."
see I keep picturing this
haha it's kept me amused
I don't want to take any "beta blockers" and I think I'll talk em out of giving me them. |
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| people change |
[Apr. 5th, 2007|06:31 pm] |
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| | Fear Before- What happens in Vegas Stays in Vegas | ] |
I swear I've abandoned some things.
The people who care have already shown that they do...
I guess the only question now is,
"What comes next?" |
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| trep·i·da·tion |
[Apr. 2nd, 2007|10:57 pm] |
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| | Emery-In a Win, Win Situation | ] |
There is one thing I am scared of.
And it's been on my mind a lot lately.
=[ |
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| metamorphasis |
[Apr. 2nd, 2007|09:13 pm] |
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| | Pearl Jam- I'm going hungry | ] |
In most aspects, I have abandoned humanitarianism. In its place, I have adopted a keen sense of reality and a sparkling sensation of apathy that allows each one of my fingers to enjoy and embrace every single moment of my existence... for the most part that is.
I am remembering how much my life sucked 2 years ago. I am remembering it, and laughing. I'm glad it's not like that anymore. I am glad I've changed. |
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| in the eyes of the beholder |
[Mar. 31st, 2007|10:33 am] |
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| | Emery- The Ponytail Parade | ] |
There are somethings even I won't do.
There are somethings I do not want to let go of. |
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| essential tremors |
[Mar. 27th, 2007|04:06 pm] |
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| | The Strokes-Someday | ] |
I have been "suffering" from involuntary tremors for as long as I can remember. That means that I shake uncontrollably, mostly in my hands and arms; and, no matter what I do, I can't stop the movements. Tasks as simple as reaching for a pen can trigger them...there is no pain involved, I'm just always twitching.
Today, in English, the tremors went up through my hand through my arms to the shoulders. So I went to the nurses and I was shaking real heavy for 2 periods. My dad took me to the doctor's, I didn't really want to go...but the doctor I got was real nice. She gave me a neural exam, nothing serious, just "follow this finger...stand on one foot and move your arms up and down...walk down the hall on your heels...now on your toes". Things like that. Anyway, she was real nice about it and so was the Med Student there too. The doctor said that it was most likely Essential Tremors. It's not uncommon, she has a mild case herself. She just said that my case is a lot more severe than anything she's seen.
So, she recommended me to a couple neurologists. My Dad said he'd take me because he has some personal days coming up at work. I'll probably end up going to the one in Fishkill. There's also one in Middletown and Brooklyn... the doctor said they were all really good, just to go to whoever could see me first. She also said I'll have to take a bunch of tests... to test the reaction of the muscles. In one they stick two needles in your arm and send electrical impulses, to check the response time. She had it done, and she swore it didn't hurt. I guess I'll see. I'll also have to get an MRI. Just stuff like that.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Essential_tremor |
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| antipathy |
[Mar. 24th, 2007|10:42 am] |
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| | Moros Eros- Today is the Day | ] |
hahaha people are funny.
they must be,
because everyone around them keeps laughing. |
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